Sunday, June 17, 2012

SO FRUSTRATED....

I had a really crappy run today.  I have not been able to finish 3 miles since the race on the 2nd.  Today was a scheduled 3 mile but I only made 2.5.  It was SOOOOO hot and I just could NOT make my legs go one more step.  I tried SO HARD to push through but I just couldn't do it.  I'm REALLY mad at myself.  I feel like I wasted this entire week by not finishing the 3 miles.  Now I have to start all over again on Monday.  I completely threw the first week of the 10k training program out the window because I couldn't hack it.  What the hell?  What is wrong with me?    I am disappointed to say the least.  On TOP of it all - it took me longer than I had planned to run, so we missed church and I think Pete is mad at me.  Thanks - like I didn't feel crappy enough about myself today?  I feel like I ruined father's day.

UGH.  Can I please have a do over?

I hope you all have a better Father's day than we are here.  I'm going to go take a cold shower.  I'm ROASTING.

Thanks for reading - have a great father's day! -Monica

4 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you've been having a crappy running week, but remember, tomorrow is the start of a brand new week!

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    1. Thanks Karen! Today is a weight training day. I have not lifted weights in like a month. I need to get back in gear. I really have been letting things slide lately.

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  2. I had a bad running day today too. But I read a great quote on Pinterest: "Don't let one bad day kill your confidence and progress." Hope that helps you as much as it did me! ;)

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    1. Thank you! I've just been having an off month since my Grandmother started dying. I need to do something - not sure how to pull myself out of it. I have not quit, but I'm just not being as dedicated as I had been. It seems like I'm utterly exhausted all the time. :-/

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