Weight watchers sucked hard. I am .4 of a pound away from an official 40lb loss. I'm REALLY frustrated. I have to try to refocus on the other aspects of getting fit, it helps not to pay as much attention to the actual pounds. I think my birthday coming up has a lot to do with my frustration. I had really wanted to hit 40lbs down by my birthday but since I don't weigh in until after my birthday I can kiss that dream goodbye. In all honesty - I REALLY wanted to lose 50lbs by my birthday but that is definitely not happening.
On top of the humidity and the craptastic weight watcher's meeting - I got ZERO sleep last night. My son snuck into my bed last night so I carried him back to his bed. He woke up SCREAMING. I got him back to sleep and then my daughter woke up screaming. She got up at 3 am and decided her day was going to start right then. So I'm hot, grouchy, tired and quite frankly I'm hungry. I have 3 points left for the day and I'm seriously contemplating using those points on a shot of rum.
Question to everyone out there. Do you use a chest strap for your heart rate monitor? Have you ever had this happen??
OH MY GOD does it hurt!! I don't understand why it only does this on the one side. The cuts are actually quite deep. I need to wear this thing in my race on Saturday - how the heck am I going to do that?? Man I'm in a bad mood today - not pissy bad mood, but hard on myself bad mood. Know what I mean?
At least I have my race to look forward to! Not long now! Oh and I think I am going to sign my son up for a 1k race the following weekend. I think he would have a blast doing that!!!
Thanks for reading. I should be in a better mood tomorrow! -Monica